Sunday, August 31, 2014

Open Letter to the World

I despise the world
Why can't people just leave me alone?
Stop judging me
Stop criticizing me
Stop putting me down
I can do it
Even if you think I can't
Wish this world, this society, even was peopleless then people wouldn't be able to judge, criticize me
I'll be the boss, ruler, head honcho of the world!
Oh, yeah! Now it's me vs. the world! :(



Thursday, August 28, 2014

Rescue from Reality

Escape from reality
Justify the means to no ends
Love is the unchanging current of life
There is no foe, only friends to love
Hate is not a word in our vocabulary.
Nor conceit
Nor selfishness
Only gratefulness
And tenderness
And caring about others
Let us live in utopia
Let us build a bridge betwixt us,
No more gap
We must connect to breach the line of tolerance

Monday, August 25, 2014

Addicted to Technology

Why is it everywhere I turned, I see someone attached to their gadgets?!
I know it's the 21st century and all, but we shouldn't have to rely on hi-tech to run our lives.
Lose a phone, lose a life is the mentality
When I was a kid, it was lose your wallet, lose your life, for everything was in your wallet It actually still is, but people put their whole lives, it seems, into one little device.
Those gadgets aren't too healthy for you. It can make you a 100 different kinds of sick, you know, sap your energy, make you into a zombie, could be addictive, worse than a drug.
Those computer screens are bad for your eyes, could give you a migraine if you're at it for too long.

How come I never see people just talking, having fun without electronics, maybe playing board games?
I guess those days are ancient history....
Wish those days would come back. Nobody just talk face-to-face anymore.

Follow the Leader

Why do people follow celebrities? Even celebrities follow each other. Cray, cray.
They oughta be their own individual selves.
Who cares about dumb fashion trends, who's marrying whom, who's had the latest celebrity meltdown, who's is splitting with whom, who gave another child another unusual name, the latest crisis of the week?!
WHO CARES?!
I think our culture is in crisis right now. Why? Cause we follow everybody's movement online. We model ourselves after them. Kids turn to eating disorders b/c they think it's 'cool.' They do it 'cause the stars are doing it. The models have to do it because it's their job, but at what risk? To kill themselves. Hell no!

Speaking of idols, my current idol is Bethany Hamilton who is not famous for being a professional surfer but for surfing with an arm. You read that right! She only has one arm! She can not only surf, but skydive, not once but twice! She also does charity work. Through her faith, she has overcame all obstacles to become a pro surfer. She has inspired me and others like me to become more than they can be. She is truly an inspiration. Oh, there are other celebrity role models to look up to besides Bethany like Angelina Jolie, who is a humanitarian, having adopted kids from practically every country she's been in. She even had breast reduction surgery to reduce the risk of cancer.

Spoiled Celeb Life

I wanna be young again so that I can be free of responsibilities, reading my fave books and watching television and movies nonstop.
Celebrities don't need to worry about responsibilities, I'll bet. They got handlers waiting on 'em hand & foot, caring for their little ones. Lucky stiffs!
I so carve that life....I mean, who wouldn't?! They got people to pamper them all day & all night long. Wish I can get the star treatment once in awhile. (I actually do get treated like a princess when I go on vacation, but stars get it 24/7!)
Life as a celebrity must be so enriching!
From spa treatment whenever they feel like it to nanny care 24/7, they got it!
Spoiled rich celebrity lifestyle!
We the common folks wish we have the glam & glitz celebrity lifestyle!
But what the celebrities don't have that we the commoner do have is love. The rich are the highest demographic to get divorce than the middle to lower class.

Dream in Spite of Life

You can't always accomplish dreams. As they say, life happens. But what you can do is daydream, fantasize, dream. (Hopefully, your dreams don't end being nightmares!)
Life has its obstacles to prevent you from making your dreams come true. Epic failure after epic failure, but you can overcome it if you try, try again. Don't give up. If life throws you a curveball, throw one back. If life deals you lemon after lemon, make lemonade!
Go ahead, who's stopping ya?!
Don't anyone or anything stop you from achieving your life's mission
If there are hurdles in your way, work harder, dream harder, excel more, do the best you can in life.
As for me, I feel extreme satisfaction when I achieve a certain goal. When I start a job, I may feel overwhelmed, but then I get focused and then when I'm done, I feel like a million bucks!

SuperMe!!!

I wanna take on the world one day at a time. 
Maybe I am now takin' on the world, showing people that even though I have a disability, I can still accomplish much more than they ever realised possible, for I am SuperMe!!!
Let others think what they want about me! 
I know I am the greatest! I know I have potential to succeed! I mayn't have actual superpowers, but I've got smarts to excel, to overcome all obstacles if all else fails!
Hope for the best for the future. Don't look back, for there's no reason to dwell on what's already happened.
Don't wish what could have been, wish for what will be
Life is and always will be a struggle, no matter what hurdles you have to jump to cross to get there You have to jump across to get to your goal(s), so get back on your horse when you fall and continue on with your goals because everybody has it rough
Toughened up
Carry on, solider
Stand back, take a break to reflect and get a different perspective

15 Minutes

Greed-people are always greedy for money, which is one of the seven deadly sins, a vice, so to speak. Granted, without money, we wouldn’t have shelter over our heads or clothes on our backs, but people who are already rich still want more money? What’s that about? It means they are beyond greedy. They were born with a silver spoon in their mouth, probably have a trust fund or two and they still want more riches? Unbelievable! They think the world’s at their beck and calling. They live in the lap of luxury. They’re buncha spoiled, corrupt rich brats, that’s all I can say for them! They even do reality shows as a publicity stunt. What a joke! How ludicrous! I’ll bet they just eat up the paparazzi following them around. Camera-shy, they ain’t! They’re attention-hungry, for the 15 minutes or 15 seconds of fame. As a matter of fact, they don’t even have to have any talent at all. So talentless! So worthless! So what?!



Dazed & Confused

Why do entertainers murder themselves for no particular reason? They’ve got so much, so much going for them, and they spoil it all by killing themselves. They’ve got so much to live for, so much potential. It may be a case of accidentally overdosing or a much deeper illness like depression that cause death at their own hands.
It’s so terribly heartbreaking for their colleagues and fans, but most especially for their loved ones, the ones nearest and dearest to them, their family and friends. It’s like we, too, had lost a member of a family because we had been a fan for however long.
For the rich, there is easy access to drugs and alcohol. When they get high or drunk, they’re s-l-o-w-l-y killing their very brain cells. Not being a scientist, I don’t know for sure, but I think that’s why people act so irrational after taking drugs or drinking. Drugs and alcohol s-l-o-w-l-y eats away at your system, killing you with every breath you take. It’s like cancer spreading through your body, spreading the disease through every pore in your body.
I know drugs make you feel high, make you act stupid, but they could also KILL you. Amy Winehouse and River Phoenix are examples. Drugs could not only mess you up, but they are also addictive-it’s like, I gotta have it, I gotta have it. It could make you do and/or say things you wouldn’t normally say and/or do.
On the other hand, alcohol is poisonous. It cause you to be inebriated. And make you affect your judgment of things. It can slur your speech. It can also, like drugs, be addictive and make you do and say things you don’t mean, so beware! Don’t abuse alcohol; drink in moderation.


Fake Reality Shows

Fact: my tormented life. Life deals with its up & downs. Lately, I feel more down than up. Nothing worked out the way I wish, hope for. I want to reach my highest possible potential, but some so-called people are always holding me back. Wish there aren’t hurdles, obstacles in life. Wish everything & anything in life is more straightforward. I hate competitions. People are always competing for say, a job, housing, a spot on the Hollywood Walk of Fame, celebrity status. People compete in sports. I understand competing in sports and on game shows (Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy, for instance), but reality shows take the cake!
Reality shows used to be fun, right? Now it’s just crazy! People with no talent whatsoever compete against others with limited or next to no talent, only to be voted (!) off at the end. Reality used to show raw footage of how one group of young adults deal with a whole different culture (thanks, MTV!), but now, reality shows have taken a whole new meaning! Now they make you do all these crazy stunts like eat worms (Fear Factor) creepy! Or even worse yet, there are all these backstabbing, catfights, which are mostly edited out. They leave the boring stuff out and put in the dramarama in.
Most of the talent competitions’ winners become overnight sensations. I don’t believe it! How can you become a sensation when you haven’t even work at it?! Unreal! I called those overnight sensations one-hit wonder because once you win, you just become a winner and then people forgot about you.
Reality shows have lost all of its entertainment value. Famous want to become even more famous. But why? As a publicity stunt, I suppose. Ordinary folks want a chance to be in the spotlight.



Thursday, August 21, 2014

Wasted Dreams

Hopeless cause
The bleak future
Wandering from place to place with
no agenda
no itinerary
without any goals
accomplishing nothing whatsoever but nothingness
life is wasted
hopeless
in this vast planet
in this oasis of hate and loathing
i love to hate

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Life is Fraught w/ Meaningless

Sometimes I think life is meaningless.
I mean, what's the point in living anymore if there's no one to talk to, to have a common ground with.
Life would be better if I'm not around to cause ill will.
All I'm is making a mess of everything and anything.
I hate my life.
Wish I wasn't around.
Life would be so much easier for everyone

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Summertime Over: Back to School

Why is summer so short nowadays?
We start back school in the Aug. ! Used to be after Labor Day...
We would relax and worry about nothin' .
As for me, I would go hang out at the comix store or go to the movies, where they have the air con on full blast.

Now we only have two months of summer; that sucks!
We should have three full months!

To summer!!!!
To the cool air con movie theatre!!!
To smoothies!!!
To worrying about nothingness!!!
To chillaxing all day and all nite!!!
To ice cream and other sweets!!!


Tainted Love

You dream of a beautiful life for yourself and your significant other with a white picket fence and 2.5 kids but life, life isn't always so. It is filled with infidelity, trust, mistrust, communication, miscommunication, fidelity, fertitily problems, hope for the future, hopelessness, abuse & use.
What is the meaning of  a perfect relationship?  There is none that I know of.
You just have to work out your problems, for every relationship is fraught with problems within and without it.

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Brighter Days Ahead

Why do things always seem that much more clearer, more brighter in the morning?
As the days drag on by, things seem bleak.
Maybe this was how Mr. Robin Williams felt.
That where was no one out.
Look, why do all those pathetic stars OD on purpose, committed suicide?
They got so much to live for.
Riches,money, fame.
I guess money doesn't buy everything.
It does, however, buy e-z access to alcohol, drugs, but there's always a silver lining in thee dreariness of life.
Being famous isn't all it's cracked-up to be.
The famous should have hope.
They oughta have a better perspective of live.
Boohoo, nobody likes me-I take my own life. Wrong! You shouldn't depend on others' to make you happy, you should rely on yourself to make yourself happy. :)
No one can achieve happiness but you and you alone.
Happiness comes from your outlook of life.

Monday, August 11, 2014

Life's a Battlefield

We may be born, live and die....ez, right?
But know what the messed-up part is the living part.
We were born pure, but pressures from media, peers, life, parents makes us mean, spoiled jerks.
Work hard,
Be this, be that,
Don't be that, don't be that.
Can't we just for the love of peace be ourselves
instead of turning into something we're not?!
What are we anyways-
the image the media wants us to be or the image our peers or our parents want us to be.
Can we just ignore want the media throws our way and just be ourselves?!

Friday, August 8, 2014

What If....?

we live in a world of nonconformity.
ooooooh, would that be fun!?
we can do what we want when we want 
it would really be a free world, as we know it.
no rules, no boundaries....
who cares about pleasing others?! 
what matters is pleasing ourselves
who cares about self-image, body image, or image at all?
the only image is the one we put forth for ourselves
we don't need to be enablers
we could be self-reliant.

Monday, August 4, 2014

Reality Shows Suck!!!

Reality Shows (R.S.) are so fake!
 
R.S. are fake b/c they just edit out the boring parts and leave in the dramatics. Real life is all drama 24/7, y'know. They just leave the dramatics to boost ratings. If the show's a one snoozefest, no one would watch it.
 
 
Me, I prefer scripted shows. Those shows have real actors. Reality shows are filled with people who want to do R.S. for publicity or whatever. Reality shows people can't act their way out of a paper bag!
Scripted shows are more entertaining, and those actors can actually act!

A Brand-New Life

Wanna a brand-new, spankin' life!
So sick 'n' so tired of this ole life of mine.
Do u y'all blieve in reincarnation? I do.
When I died and reincarnated, I like to reincarnated as a cocoon that after a certain time will becom an awesome butterfly, which will float from one flower to another getting nectar off it. That is where they will get its life source.

Butterflies are such awesome creatures!

I could also be reincarnated as a fairy, spreading joy and laughter to lil ones everywhere.
Or a Pegasus, or even a centaur.
I so love to be reincarnated as a mythical creature, then I, too, will become merely a myth.
How awesome would that be?!?

Friday, August 1, 2014

Individualism

I am an individual.
In fact, all of us in this world are individuals. If we are all the same, it would be one boring world. We would go through the motions, not feeling a thing, like robots.
But we aren't robots!
We are humans with a mind of our own and feelings and lifestyles and opinions and whatever else that differentiate from us to other species that can't think for themselves.
We have a right to make our own choices/decisions as we see please.
We have our own ideas and viewpoints towards life.
We are what we are!!!!

Let's us conquer the world!!!

Let's conquer the world!!!!
Let's turn this world upside-down, inside-out, changing hate  to love, cause, y' know what? there's way WAY too much hate in this begotten world.
Why hate when you could love?
People are destructing each other, including within themselves.
We oughta build up each and every one of us, not tear down one of us.
Why do people bully? To make them feel better about themselves? I think it's wicked that people do that. We oughta love each other, no matter what, no matter how different we are all. We should conquer the world with love. We fighting each other because we hate each other. Instead, we oughta show understanding and patience, not war. Peace and love, y' know? Love makes the world go round.
We shouldn't fight; we should make peace. We are only decimating our population by fighting.