15 Minutes

Greed-people are always greedy for money, which is one of the seven deadly sins, a vice, so to speak. Granted, without money, we wouldn’t have shelter over our heads or clothes on our backs, but people who are already rich still want more money? What’s that about? It means they are beyond greedy. They were born with a silver spoon in their mouth, probably have a trust fund or two and they still want more riches? Unbelievable! They think the world’s at their beck and calling. They live in the lap of luxury. They’re buncha spoiled, corrupt rich brats, that’s all I can say for them! They even do reality shows as a publicity stunt. What a joke! How ludicrous! I’ll bet they just eat up the paparazzi following them around. Camera-shy, they ain’t! They’re attention-hungry, for the 15 minutes or 15 seconds of fame. As a matter of fact, they don’t even have to have any talent at all. So talentless! So worthless! So what?!

Dazed & Confused

Why do entertainers murder themselves for no particular reason? They’ve got so much, so much going for them, and they spoil it all by killing themselves. They’ve got so much to live for, so much potential. It may be a case of accidentally overdosing or a much deeper illness like depression that cause death at their own hands.

It’s so terribly heartbreaking for their colleagues and fans, but most especially for their loved ones, the ones nearest and dearest to them, their family and friends. It’s like we, too, had lost a member of a family because we had been a fan for however long.

For the rich, there is easy access to drugs and alcohol. When they get high or drunk, they’re s-l-o-w-l-y killing their very brain cells. Not being a scientist, I don’t know for sure, but I think that’s why people act so irrational after taking drugs or drinking. Drugs and alcohol s-l-o-w-l-y eats away at your system, killing you with every breath you take. It’s like cancer spreading through your body, spreading the disease through every pore in your body.

I know drugs make you feel high, make you act stupid, but they could also KILL you. Amy Winehouse and River Phoenix are examples. Drugs could not only mess you up, but they are also addictive-it’s like, I gotta have it, I gotta have it. It could make you do and/or say things you wouldn’t normally say and/or do.

On the other hand, alcohol is poisonous. It cause you to be inebriated. And make you affect your judgment of things. It can slur your speech. It can also, like drugs, be addictive and make you do and say things you don’t mean, so beware! Don’t abuse alcohol; drink in moderation.

Fake Reality Shows

Fact: my tormented life. Life deals with its up & downs. Lately, I feel more down than up. Nothing worked out the way I wish, hope for. I want to reach my highest possible potential, but some so-called people are always holding me back. Wish there aren’t hurdles, obstacles in life. Wish everything & anything in life is more straightforward. I hate competitions. People are always competing for say, a job, housing, a spot on the Hollywood Walk of Fame, celebrity status. People compete in sports. I understand competing in sports and on game shows (Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy, for instance), but reality shows take the cake!

Reality shows used to be fun, right? Now it’s just crazy! People with no talent whatsoever compete against others with limited or next to no talent, only to be voted (!) off at the end. Reality used to show raw footage of how one group of young adults deal with a whole different culture (thanks, MTV!), but now, reality shows have taken a whole new meaning! Now they make you do all these crazy stunts like eat worms (Fear Factor) creepy! Or even worse yet, there are all these backstabbing, catfights, which are mostly edited out. They leave the boring stuff out and put in the dramarama in.

Most of the talent competitions’ winners become overnight sensations. I don’t believe it! How can you become a sensation when you haven’t even work at it?! Unreal! I called those overnight sensations one-hit wonder because once you win, you just become a winner and then people forgot about you.

Reality shows have lost all of its entertainment value. Famous want to become even more famous. But why? As a publicity stunt, I suppose. Ordinary folks want a chance to be in the spotlight.

Wasted Dreams

Hopeless cause
The bleak future
Wandering from place to place with
no agenda
no itinerary
without any goals
accomplishing nothing whatsoever but nothingness
life is wasted
hopeless
in this vast planet
in this oasis of hate and loathing
i love to hate

Life is Fraught w/ Meaningless

Sometimes I think life is meaningless.
I mean, what's the point in living anymore if there's no one to talk to, to have a common ground with.
Life would be better if I'm not around to cause ill will.
All I'm is making a mess of everything and anything.
I hate my life.
Wish I wasn't around.
Life would be so much easier for everyone

Summertime Over: Back to School

Why is summer so short nowadays?
We start back school in the Aug. ! Used to be after Labor Day...
We would relax and worry about nothin' .
As for me, I would go hang out at the comix store or go to the movies, where they have the air con on full blast.

Now we only have two months of summer; that sucks!
We should have three full months!

To summer!!!!
To the cool air con movie theatre!!!
To smoothies!!!
To worrying about nothingness!!!
To chillaxing all day and all nite!!!
To ice cream and other sweets!!!

Tainted Love

You dream of a beautiful life for yourself and your significant other with a white picket fence and 2.5 kids but life, life isn't always so. It is filled with infidelity, trust, mistrust, communication, miscommunication, fidelity, fertitily problems, hope for the future, hopelessness, abuse & use.
What is the meaning of  a perfect relationship?  There is none that I know of.
You just have to work out your problems, for every relationship is fraught with problems within and without it.